You tell yourself
that everything is o.k.
Another guy wasn't good enough
and tomorrow is another day
looking around
so lost and confused
not knowing where to go
or what you're supposed to do
You're just waiting for the clouds to part
and a rainbow to light the way
Yet the skies are forever gray

You look into a mirror
that you're too scared to touch
fourteen years of this
is thirteen years too much
looking for another bed
to rest your raging mind
though your eyes remain wide open
your soul still wonders blind
You're just waiting for the clouds to part
and a rainbow to light the way
Yet the skies are forever gray

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I know that my pain is deep
so deep down inside
that there is not a single soul
no one for me to hide

My friends all say they care
and that they understand
but when I'm going through the valleys
I walk alone through this land

The days are darker than death
and take all of their time
and spend it all crushing me
what is this evil crime?

But the truth will be known
albeit when I'm gone
because my days are numbered
just like the words of a song

But until that day arrives
the mirror will be a sight
my eyes so cold, hollow
and black as the darkest night

So when we meet one day
don't sympathize over me
inside I've already died
so please just leave me be…

Leave me be….

So wipe away the tears
and tell me all your fears
to compare them all to mine
you'll watch me cross the line

Show me the wrists that you slit
and tell me about your pit
then look deep into my eyes
and see where real pain lies

I know you can't compare
with my evil stare
So silence to all your lies
I'm deaf to all your cries

For you I can't feel
because your pain's not real
You may think you're dead
but it's all inside your head

Let time remove your tears
and get yourself away from here
because it's you that I seek
to feed the small and weak
It's now things turn bleak…